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1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
vodka sprite
2. Do you follow college football?
not even slightly
3. Who took this survey before you?
Cassie
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Leah!
5. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
Last summer with Tim, Mary Jo, and Katie
6. Are you happy?
yes, very
7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
online at HairPolice...
8. How do you feel about your hair?
not so pleased lately
9. Where do you live?
EC
10. What was the last thing you ate?
water and cheetos
11. Do you wish you were some place else right now?
no, just wish someone was here
12. Last time you were kissed?
saturday morning before Sean left
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
yes, earrings, rings, necklaces
14. AIM or MSN?
both, prefer AIM
15. What classes are you taking?
poco lit, social psyc, soc of women, race and ethnicity
16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
12ish plus irie stuff
17. Who do you like right now?
a sweet fella named Sean
18. Do you watch the Olympics?
not on purpose
19. Last restaurant you went to?
Noodles
21. Who was the last person to call you?
leah!
22. What's your sign?
cancer
23. Do you have a favorite number?
not particularily
24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donation?
for mortar board
25. Where do you spend most of your money?
food, haha
26. Where does most of your family live?
chipp
27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
1 sis
28. Ever been called a hoe/slut?
yup, thanks ex-friend
29. Ever been called a bitch?
haha, many times over
31. Favorite kind of beer?
eh, not a fan (yet)
32. Have you ever experienced true love?
love in the way I understood it at the time, yes.
33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
sort of
35. Myspace or Facebook?
facebook...or myface as my mom says
36. Do you have T-Mobile?
nope
37. What is your favorite subject?
uhhhh i guess soc?
38 Do you sometimes wish you were someone else?
no
39. Fall for the good or bad guy/girl?
not so much bad as wrong
40. Were you an outcast in school?
no, social butterfly
41. Last time you saw your parents?
sunday!
42. Do you have any talents?
everyone does
43. Ever been in a wedding?
no
44. Do you have any godchildren?
no
45. Last movie you watched?
found footage festival
46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
sean and BOBBI!
47. Did you take a nap today?
no
49. Ever been on a cruise?
no, but summer 08!
50. Favorite vacation spot?
so far...victoria
51. Favorite genre of music?
reggae, jam
52. Do you have any wealthy friends?
yeah
53. Ever met anyone famous before?
yes
54. Favorite actor/actress?
don't really care.
55. Are you multi-tasking right now?
sort of.
57. Could you handle being in the military?
not at all
58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
nope, full and got some water already
59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
noodles
60. Favorite Nightclub?
none
62. Do you own a camera phone?
Yes
63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
no
65. Can you speak any other language?
a little french.
66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
i walk to campus every day, haha, and was running around this afternoon taking care of stuff.
67. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
lots.
68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
not anymore
69. Last place you were at?
noodles (i'm sensing a theme here..)
70. What is/was your school mascot?
high school: cardinal
college: blugolds
71. Ever been to Vegas?
no, and don't really have a desire
72. Ever been to Mexico for spring break?
again, no desire
74. Do you have any regrets?
sure.
75. What do you think is your best feature?
me
76. Have you ever been gambling?
no
77. How old are your parents?
mid 50's
78. ??????
use your words
79. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
notta
80. Favorite place to be?
watching stars, dancing, with good friends, adventuring
81. Have you ever been to New York City?
not really
82. Favorite sit down restaurant?
mona's, stella's, haymarket
83. Ever been to Disney Land/World?
no.
84. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
no
85. Last thing you cooked?
uhhh mozzerella sticks.
86. How is the weather today?
it's dark..nighttime
87. Do you e-mail?
stupid question.
88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
thing from the realty
89. Favorite store?
none in particular
90. Are you dating someone right now?
no, but soon?
91. Last voicemail you received?
aryn
92. Do you drunk dial?
unless i afterparty, yes.
93. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
dropped it in a snowbank when i was trying to leave for madison, delayed me by almost an hour!
94. What is the best city in the state that you have lived in?
madison
95. Favorite band?
down lo, irie sol, regina spektor
96. Last time you were sick?
when i like couldn't move and was all feverish and dizzy and nauseous. it was fun
97. Are you lactose intolerant or do you have IBS?
no
98. Last concert you went to?
Irie Sol...Down Lo...
99. Are you excited for the weekEND?
yes and no. i have fun adventures planned but Sean can't come, so it'll be bittersweet knowing I should be seeing him
100. What did you do last night?
group meeting, emailing, sleep
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[January 21st, 6:01pm] |
I hate.....jealous guys who spray you with water because you're talking to another guy.
I love.....surprises in my email when I wake up.
I hate.....overbearing guys who have gfs but want to "hang out" with you anyway.
I love......dancing.
I hate......asshole friends who use you and then critisize you even though you've been nothing but nice to them.
I love.......my band.
I hate......crappy roads.
I love.......when Mark and I actually get along. And when he compliments me on things I've done.
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[January 16th, 11:01pm] |
I'm starting to think there is a reason...only I have no idea what it is. If this new tactic doesn't work, I'm giving up completely.
On a semi-side note, I'm curious to know how much I've spent on my hair in the past 2+ years...a fucking lot, I'd guess, hah.
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[January 9th, 2:01pm] |
Let's see if you can get through it. If not, you're too scared about your past
1.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Never, he turned out to be a complete and total ass. Didn't see that coming.
2. Are you crushin on someone?
A couple people, I'm apparently actively pursuing a relationship right now.
3.Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yes
4.Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes
5. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Lately I've been realizing I'm happier single, because I've been in a lot of unhealthy relationships that have made me miserable.
6.Have you ever cheated on someone?
Kinda, but I knew we weren't doing well and were going to break up (again). Does it still count?
7.Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
No, because after I realized how stupid guys are, I stopped saying it.
8.Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes
9.Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes
10.Talk to any of your exes?
Most, except the incredibly immature ones that don't know how to handle it
11.If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
yes and no, I mean, there are definitely things I wish I hadn't done, but at the same time, if I hadn't, I wouldn't be where I am now. And I'm happy and ready for a real relationship. So where does that leave me?
12.Think any of your exes feel the same?
sure
13.Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I'm awesome, thank you
14.Have you been in an abusive relationship?
No
15.Have you dated someone older than you?
Yes
16.Younger?
yes
17.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
typically, yes
18.Do you Believe in love at first sight?
nope
19.Ever been proposed too?
kinda
20.Do you want to get married?
yes
21.Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
yes
22.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
haha, oops!
23.Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
for sure
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[December 31st, 2:12am] |
Body: Body: EIGHT LASTS:
8. Last cigarette:
4 years ago?
7. Last beverage:
Sprite
6. Last phone call:
that I took...my moms work. that I got on my phone...Nessa
5. Last text message:
sent: "you missed a good show heidi jake and zach are here" (ok i was drunk)
received: "home..me and alex are watching a movie...just got back from dinner"
4. Last CD played:
Regina!
3. Last BUBBLE bath:
june-ish 2004
2. Last time you cried:
Uhm...not for awhile! Yay!
1. Last meal:
McDs chicken sandwich, fries, and side salad (i was hungover-hungry)
SEVEN have you's:
1.have you ever dated someone twice?
three times, four times...eh
6. have you ever been cheated on?
yes
5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it?
yes
7. Where is the best place to kiss:
anywhere, haha, but in the rain/watching a thunderstorm is good. actually yeah, i love kissing when it's raining
3. have you ever lost someone?:
Yes
2. have you ever been depressed:
Yes
1. have you ever had ur heart broken by someone who seemed to not care?
yup
SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. went to winona!
2. got hit on by a possible rapist
3. helped the schoen's take down their xmas tree
4. went home
5. danced
6. ran around asking everyone "what do these mean????"
List THREE favorite colors.
1. green
2. red
3. pink
List TWO things you want to do before you die -
1. the whole marriage/family thing
2. be completely happy with my life
In the past month have you...
Made a new friend?
Yep
Fallen out of love?
kinda i guess
Laughed until you cried?
Yes
Went behind your parents back?
i try, i just can't
Met someone who changed your life?
very possibly
Gotten close to someone?
yes
Found out who your true friends were?
yeah, thanks Nessa!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF:
1. Bush?
i stopped caring
2. Lowering the drinking age?:
god no, those 18 year olds are annoying enough at bars when they can't drink
3. Love at first sight:
non existant
4. How many kids do you want to have:
2-3
5. Do you wanna change your name:
nope
6. What did you do for your last last birthday:
turned 21 in the j, then had dinner with some friends and did a mini pub crawl, ending at the throw for the rangers where abby sang to me
7. What were you doing at midnight last night:
dancing hardcore to down lo! us ECians know how to throw down!
8. Name something you CANNOT wait to do:
fall in love for real
9. Last time you saw your father:
7:40ish tonight when I left my parents house
Girl Confessions
[] I'm kinda easy
[x]I do wear make up
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I have to see what I look like
[] When I walk by mirrors, I like what I see
[] When I walk by mirrors, I dont really like what I see
[] I wear a sports bra to bed
[] I wear boxers/boy shorts to bed
[] Ocassionally I sleep naked
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like
[x] I love chocolate covered pretzels
[X] Getting flowers makes me smile, especially for no reason
[] I've wrecked a car
[] can't put mascara on without opening my mouth
[x] I'd do anything for that special guy
[x]I get jealous easily
[x] I love hugging
[x] I've gotten a detention
[]I've had ISS
[] I've gotten suspended
[] I've gotten expelled
[X] I love to laugh
[X]I like rock
[]I like death/grind/black metal
[x some]I like rap
[] I like techno
[x]carry a purse everywhere
[]I carry a bag everywhere
[x] I'd be lost without my phone
[x] I'd be lost without my iPod/mp3/CD player
[x] i own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
[]I own/did own a boy band CD.
[] Football isn't boring
[] I love athletic boys
[X] I love skater guys.
[X] I love punk guys.
[]I love gangsta guys.
[] I love emo guys
[] I love gothic guys
[x] I love guys with long hair
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I've been called a slut
[x]I've been called a bad influence.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick
[]I cant leave the house without makeup
[] I just don't like to be infront of people
[] I play video games, even when there are other people around
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important to me
[x] I would do anything for my friends
[] I smoke way too much
[] I drink way too much
[] I am a member of FriendWise.com and love it
[] I have a tattoo
[] I have/had piercings other than my ears
[x] I have stuffed animal(s)
[] I have cheated on someone just to make them dump me first
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[December 11th, 1:12am] |
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I haven't written for awhile. Mostly because I realized the other night that I could lose all my entries in here and spent about three hours copy/pasting the past three years of my life into word documents. So I'm mostly sticking to written journaling for now...unless I really wanna share something. But I talk to most of you online/in person anyway, so what's the point of this, exactly?
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[December 1st, 11:12pm] |
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I found this posted last year, and wanted to do it again. I'm reading old journal entries, and they seem so familiar. I don't think I ever really stopped loving him.
January~
1. did you have a new year's resolution this year? yes, 10, and I've met 9.5 of them!
2.Who kissed you at midnight? nobody
3. do you like hot chocolate? no...i love it!
4. have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? definitely no
~February~
1. who was your valentine in 2006? really...no one...in my head..hah
2. what did your valentine get you? see above
3. when you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? of course
~March~
1. are you Irish? partially
2. did you wear green on St. Patty's Day? perhaps
3.what did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006? drink!
~April~
1. Do you like the rain? yes
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? no, though it was discussed
3. do you get tons of candy on Easter? yup
~May~
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? anything pretty
3. Do you like the spring? the greenness is great
4. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers, what do may flowers bring? pilgrims!
5. What would you think of as a spring color? green
~June~
1. What year did you graduate from school? 2003
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? no, i was too busy getting up at 630AM
~July~
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? went to the j...then off to carson park for fireworks, then over to mike's for drinking, over to Ben and Johns for super scary fireworks..
3. do you go on any vacations during this month? nope, too busy taking two classes
~August~
1. did you do anything special to end off your summer?! went to Victoria with Bobbi!
2. what was your favorite summer memory of '06? Austin...Victoria...OAing
3. do you go swimming a lot in the summer? nope
4. do you go to the beach a lot? no
~September~
1. Did you attend school/college in '06? yes
2. who is/was your favorite teacher? mmm, Joel or Marty
3. do you like fall better than summer? I like them equal
~October~
1. what was your favorite Halloween costume ever? no idea
2. what's your favorite candy? dove
3. what did you dress up like this year? the night sky
~November~
1. whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? my grandpas
2. Do you like stuffing? kind of
3. what are you thankful for? my friends...
~December~
1. do you celebrate christmas? yup
2. have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? no
3. what do you want this year for christmas? honestly, I'm not really yearning for anything
4. what's the best present you ever got for Christmas? my new car
5. do you like cold weather? only for a few days
6. How would u rate your 06? overall, really good. It was the best summer to date, there was Austin, and victoria, and changing my major...just everything. It was good.
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[November 20th, 9:11am] |
4 things.
1. Mom thinks Mark is cute now. Interesting.
2. It's hot/awkward to be thinking about having sex with someone and then have them catch you looking at them thinking that.
3. There's an adorable picture of Joe and me up on facebook.
4. I still don't know what I want and I'm wondering if Austin and I are really going for coffee on Wednesday...
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[November 9th, 9:11am] |
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This is so fucking hard. Part of me knows that I will get over this and eventually meet someone new and be fine, but a larger portion wants to just hole up in my apartment for five days and cry the entire time. I still feel like throwing up, I want to skip classes, I'm not sleeping enough, making stupid decisions....I'm a wreck. And it's been over 36 hours and I still cry at the drop of a hat. I'm not sure it's ever been this bad.
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[November 8th, 9:11am] |
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Jeez, I feel like Mark now. I just could *not* sleep last night...my mind was going a hundred miles an hour with Austin stuff, Mark stuff, homework stuff, meeting stuff...weekend stuff. ICK. The little sleep I did get was fitful and interrupted by weird music suddenly playing in my apartment at 5am and scaring the hell outta me. Gonna be a long one...cross your fingers, I can't lose him.
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[November 8th, 3:11am] |
I had something good to write, but do you suppose I can remember what it was? No. I do know that I would do anything for that boy, though. Oh!
He knew. He totally knew. He asked me twice (or three times?) how I was. I couldn't tell him.
I want to bring him home and put him in bed in a dark room so he wakes up when he's good and ready to. That boy needs SLEEP. And fast. I just wish there was something more I could do.
"I'm driving home, to see my baby I...been missing you so long. Sleep it fights the eye, as I'm driving through just to see my baby I...been lovin lovin you so long"
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[November 5th, 2:11am] |
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Relationships start getting tricky when you say "I like you because..."
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[October 27th, 11:10pm] |
What a Kiss means
Whatever...
*Kiss on the Stomach----- "Lets have sex"
*Kiss on the Forehead---- "Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm Horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" or "I want you"
*Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love eachother
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each others eyes ---"Don't leave me"
*Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around Waist ---"Ilove you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely comfortable with you"
--Advice--
*Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while resding this,
you're definitely in love (or strong like)
--Requirements--
*post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of relationships.
If you REALLY LIKE or LOVE someone right now
and miss them and can't get them out of your head
then re-post this within one minute and whoever you are missing will surprise
you tomorrow.
Re-post this as
"What a Kiss Means"
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[October 26th, 9:10pm] |
Soooooooo, here's the deal. Austin and I...being faithful. I'm not entirely sure what all that entails (can I dance with....kiss....make out with... other guys?). He is coming home this weekend. I "don't know this yet" because he hasn't told me. But I DO know. And am curious WHY he hasn't told me. Is he planning a surprise visit? Is he planning on not telling me and not stopping by? Is he going to tell me yet? What am I going to do?
In the mean time...a guy I spent a wonderful night with...and had a minor rendezvous with a few weeks ago....well, I saw him today. And we talked. And his actions seemed...tender. Caring. Fun-loving, such is his nature. I don't know, last I heard he didn't want to start anything with me because he's hopefully leaving soon (read: getting a real job). But today? I felt differently. That night was so amazing...we spent it dancing, being extremely goofy, walking, sitting on my floor talking about books between kisses...some wrestling. It was great. I've known him for about two years.
This is hard.
In other news, I'd much rather be at the Throw right now with Mike.....
Everyone cross your fingers for me.
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[October 22nd, 11:10pm] |
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I am fabulous! Thanks for asking!
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[October 22nd, 10:10pm] |
Ok, I decided that since I'm so happy I'd expand on why (aside from everything before). I'm excited for this week! More bullets!
~No 321...just a midterm paper due Friday by 2.
~I start the workshops, which means $$$!
~Dinner with Cassie and Mary Jo at Stellas
~Leftover soup from mom! And peanut butter cookies!
~Mike from 56 on Thursday!
~Omaur on Friday!
~Ben and Rangers on Saturday!
~Folk Fair Sunday!
~Only two papers and one quiz, and the first paper is already done!
I think I'm most excited for the dinner. Mmhmm
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[October 22nd, 1:10am] |
"You like my pants? They make my ass look good." "You're ass looks good no matter what."
"How many chins do I have???"
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[October 21st, 2:10am] |
Ear crinkle! Horny 6th graders! haha.
I might have a new take on this whole monogamy thing....
not not my ass. I don't play mind games...mmhmm.
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[October 16th, 5:10pm] |
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I think that although the year officially starts over on Jan 1st, the true beginning and end of the year are different for everyone. A year ago today, many people's lives were touched, affected, and perhaps even shattered. But we've all come a long way. It's only appropriate to reflect back and see where we've been and how we've been living in their honor. A new year is upon us. The hard firsts are out of the way and we're all healing; physically and emotionally. But it doesn't mean we'll ever stop missing them.
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[October 9th, 7:10pm] |
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Holy shit! I thought he looked familiar...it was Steve! I haven't seen that boy in almost three years!
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